i'm not different... just weird... #16

there is a reason for me to be proud of myself...

lokasi : terminal bas segamat
waktu : 3.30 p.m.

kat tiket tulis 3.30 p.m.
3.45 p.m. : bas x sampai lg la dik...
4.00 p.m. : bas lmbt lg la dik...
4.15 p.m. :bas xde lg la dik...
4.30 p.m. : la dik la dik la dik la dik la dik...

4.40 p.m. baru bas sampai...

4.45 p.m. : tangkak KL 3.30... tangkak KL 3.30... tangkak Kl 3.30...
4.50 p.m. : tangkak Kl 3.30... tangkak KL 3.30... TANGKAK KL 3.30!!!
5.05 p.m. : tangkak KL 3.30!!!!!!!!!!!!

3.30 nenek kau dah pukul 5.00 dah!!!!!!!!!! bilenye aku nak sampai KL??

i'm not different... just weird... #15

what in the world...the world is waiting for... The time is now... How could we let the Israels blow these childrens' brains out of their heads... LETS ACT NOW!!!!!!! We can donate, we can boycott, protest...pray... Help them... Do what ever we can to help them...

i'm not different... just weird... #14

semalam maen futsal kul 1230 sampai 130. lepak2 sikit. pg td tido kul 5. ingat aku bakal bangun pukul 9 atau 10. rupanya pukul 7 mata aku dah terkebil2. yaa... itu dia... aku ada masalah... iaitu xleh tdo lame2... cis... (padahal semalamnye dah bantai tido dari ptg sampai malam...sebab tu xleh tdo...) dan yg celakanya... tiba2 lutut aku jd mcm sakit2... susah nak berlari (mase maen futsal semalam)... owh... x beznye...

bangun pagi2, masuk kain baju dlm mesen basuh. isik air, letak sabun. amek sehelai kemeja, lalu aku iron. lepas tu... aku dah tak tau nak buat ape... kaki aku dah ok rasenye...

kejap lg la mandi... awal lagi...

sambil dengar lagu2 butterfingers yang aku harap bakal di pertontonkan pada aku secara live hari ini.

yaa... aku bakal lihat band pujaan aku selepas nirvana beraksi, pada show mereka sendiri. mereka, dan hanya mereka.

harapan aku lagi satu... ade la harapnya diorg wat lucky winner ke ape ke, dan si lucky itu dapat naek ke pentas nyanyi ngan diorang... dan ianya ialah aku...owh... dah beberapa malam aku terfikir sebegitu... uhuuhhuu... dan dah beberapa hari aku prektis lagu2 mereka... sambil jerit2 sorang2 dlm bilik, lompat2 membelasah gitar... manelah tau impian jadi kenyataan... huhuhu... (terima kaseh kepada housemates aku sebab memahami dan menyokong aku a.k.a. tak terajang aku sebab memekak hari2...)

sekarang tengah dengar lagu E...
'cause i will never lie!!!!!!!!!!

after midnight

i'm not different... just weird... #13

i'm not different... just weird... #12

what else?

don't look too far away...

i believe that we are all concern about the killings going on now at palestine. no need for me to tell all that anymore. rite? but i think we might be looking too far away. what i mean is, it is ok to help others who are in need. but before we are able to do all that, we need to help ourselves first.

tp ntah la...

because at the same time, we cannot be selfish. rite?

rapes, murders, robbery, all that happen here in our country. only not as cruel, and brutal as the zionis. but hell, it happens, every single day;and the number increases.

what is happening to the world?
are humans evolving?
becoming more and more like beasts?

i once saw a cat, crimpled and old, trying to mate with its own daughter...(??????...daughter kucing...hehehehe...incest la senang cite....)... and that makes me wonder... manusia yang ikut binatang... ataupun binatang yang dah mula tiru manusia....ataupun manusia tu memang binatang...

ntahlah...
sama2 la kita muhasabah...

i'm not different... just weird... #11

correlation between hadi and kurt

1) kedua2nya x pernah beli kapal terbang seumur hidup mereka

2) kedua2nya xnaik kereta kebal israel untuk ke kelas

3) ibu mereka berdua adalah wanita

4) mereka berdua x pernah pergi ke bulan untuk merakamkan album

5) kedua2nya ade kat myspace walaupun kurt dah mati dan hadi tak mati2 lagi

6) pernah tgk boobs courtney love...(err...hadi...explain this one)

7) mereka berdua juga tak pernah berjumpa dgn penyanyi yuna secara peribabi...eh...peribadi

8) nenek mereka berdua juga adalah wanita

9) nenek kepada nenek mereka juga adalah wanita

10) mereka berdua pernah nyanyi lagu smells like teen spirit

11) kedua2nya tak pernah saling jumpa menjumpai

tahi tahi tahi tahi, bukan taik taik taik

the right spelling of the word "shit" in malay is T-A-H-I... and we should pronounce it as TAHI, not TAIK. so after this please use the correct pronunciation. for example, we are not suppose to say TAIK HIDUNG anymore. but in stead, we must say TAHI HIDUNG. other examples are such as TAHI LALAT, TAHI MINYAK, TAHI TELINGA. so please, jangan merosakkan bahasa kita yang indah ini. bahasa jiwa bangsa

i'm not different... just weird... #10

i was thinking one day... to let others know what i am capable of... to let others see what i am made of... to let others make me feel that i am part of...

and so i tried so hard to put myself on the top... being someone that i am not... doing something that i thought would make me look hot... and being someone that i am not... making things that i thought would leave me a spot... and again, being someone that i am not...

does it feels really good up there...

will it took me to the place up there...

what i have is what i am...

what i did is what i need...

what i gave is what i get...