i'm not different... just weird... # 25

harini aku malas-malas lagi nak buat kerja...sebagaimana hari2 yg telah berlalu dalam hidup aku. kekurangan vitamin b6 menyebabkan aku kurang motivasi utk memulakan kerja pada awal pagi. nnt dah nk siang2 sikit baru nak terhegeh2 buat. biaselah tu. klu wat kerja cepat2 ni bukan hadi la namanya. hahaha. dah dah dah. aku nak buat kerja. kerja apa ntah aku nk buat ni. ISO? L1? L2? E-learning? Essay? buku convo? ish3.......

eh... tapi... emmm... xpelah...

i'm not different... just weird... # 24

THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN

http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/articles/26nga/Article/index_html

this is another sexual abuse case which i think really-really stupid and should never-ever happen anymore today. there were thousands of cases like this one but still, people don't want to learn and from others mistakes. it is true that we learn from our mistakes. but sometimes, some mistakes are just too painful.

we actually don't have to make mistakes to learn. we can also learn from others mistakes. it sad to see such beauty being abused. beauties out there, please, try to have brain.

boyot

walaupun kdg2 aku maen tenis dengan kawan2, tapi perut aku tetap makin boyot. nak kena try strategi baru la mcmni.

all in a day's work...

man... i really can't believe that i am now a working man. i'm now a totally a different person that i once was. but there are still things that i cant get rid of from me.

life as a student is much more easier and fun. considering the stress and workload i am now carrying, i now realised that being a student is way way better than working with students. one major challenge that i have to face every single day is, going into class which have lots of beautiful young girls. OMG... man that is really tough... hehehehe... But i take that challenge, and make it a motivation to go to work... hahahaha... now i do like this job... (is it just a job... or should i consider it as career... man... hate to think...)

but still, there are a few new things that need to be learnt. critics, politics, ass kissers... my god this new environment is full of bull shit... and bulls... and shit...

but its kind of funny to me seeing how people trying to survive out here in the wild. some being sympathetically pathetic, telling fucking stories that so called sad and hoping other to respond, "aww... so sad... kesiannye... let me give u a hug... do u want my virginity as well... don't worry... i'm not that smart after all and i couldn't see beyond those sad stories of yours..." 

and i say, fuck you. go and rott in hell.

i'm not different... just weird #23

yearghhh...

it's monday again... am i going to like it or not, i still cant decide. i really do not know whether i really want this or not. pressure is one thing i hate right now. it gives me headache. feels like dropping everything i carry. seems too heavy for me.

but hell... but i am already here. and im trying my best to adapt with everything. yeaahhhhhhhhh... lets do this!!!!

kenapa dengan aku...

pagi tadi, lebih kurang jam 8.00 pagi, sedang aku dalam perjalanan ke tempat kerja, di suatu simpang, motor aku bergoyang-goyang...

cis, perkara yang paling aku tak suka kini berlaku... tayar pancit... cis cis cis...

dengan mengangkut juju yang kini semakin terasa agak berat juga kadang-kadang, ku tempuhi jua perjalanan yang berbaki lebih kurang 2 minit itu. aku tempatkan kuda berantai di hadapan kedai motor yang belum bukak lagi. dengan harapan kedai itu akan bukak sebentar lagi. aku ternampak seorang abang yang sedang memarut kelapa di sebuah kedai runcit yang agak berhampiran. setelah bertanya aku dapati kedai itu akan dibuka hanya selepas solat jumaat.

aku berfikir, oklah tu kot... dari die tak bukak langsung...

kemudian aku berfikir... maknanya aku akan harus berjalan kaki lah ke masjid hari ini... fuh, jauh jugak tu... naseb aku gagah lagi...

dan, aku betul2 berjalan kaki... ya, aku kagum kerana aku tak penat sangat pun... yeah!!!

aku masih ade stamina!!!

jauh weh masjid dgn tempat kerja. seekor semut terpaksa mengambil masa beberapa hari kalau nak sampai. walaupun kaki dia lagi banyak dari aku.

kini saya sudah mula bekerja...

kini saya sudah mula bekerja...

tapi saya macam takut2 lagi... setakat ni ok lg la sebab x start mengajar lg...

saye it kan uitm sec 17 tu dah cukup teruk... rupenye ade lg yg leih teruk...

huhuhu... baeklah...

like it or not, i better not complaining...

go go go